I'm Free ft.. Shiloh Ciron

I’m Free In my life, I have carried so many things that have weighed me down; from daddy issues, to issues with self-confidence, to trying to figure out why I was placed here. But now I can say with a big smile on my face, that I am free. What we don’t realize, is that we carry our issues into each stage of our lives. This hinders our growth because we are carrying so many bags from our past and present, that we don't realize that we’ve become emotional hoarders. Yes, I said it, we become emotional hoarders. We want to let things go but we have allowed them to become such a big part of us that we just pack them up and take them away until something triggers that thing we packed away. The Bible tells us, “Don’t worry about anything, but pray and ask God for everything you need…” (Philippians 4:6 Easy-to-Read Version). What I'm saying is this, release yourself and walk in your freedom. Release those bags and allow God to free you from all the things that are holding you down. Call those things out for what they are. You cannot be free from these things unless you face them. There's an old hymn that says, “I’m free. Praise the Lord, I'm free. No longer bound. No more chains holding me. My soul is resting. It’s just a blessing. Praise the Lord, hallelujah, I'm free.” Release yourself and stop emotional hoarding so you can experience your life and be free- no longer trapped. The things that had you down, keep releasing, rebuilding, and restoring. Love, Eboni P.

Shiloh breaking free.........

I AM FREE 25 years of pain that I had carried in my heart and soul, that I didn’t realize was hindering me from growing into the woman I have become. I had carried things from not having my biological father being in my life, to choosing the wrong males to be with, to self esteem issues, to suicide, to being in a domestic relationship, to miscarriage. I have always been the type to hold in my pain, because I didn’t want to seem like I was a weak person. 2012 my heart broke for the last time, and I thought it would never heal again. My cousin was murdered a block away from my house and we had no answers on why. I became angry and questioned Gods every move. My cousin death awakened so many issues and things that I had hid in my heart to come to surface. Some known to those around me and some unknown. I remember it like it was yesterday. My best friend Amanda, her mom and I went to the movies, we assumed that we were going to see Temptation by Tyler Perry, but her mom had something else in mind. She pre-ordered the tickets and when we got there, we found out that we went to see The War Room. This movie touched me to the point I was crying and found myself taking mental notes on what I needed to do to free myself from all this baggage of pain, brokenness, anger, depression etc. The War Room was about your prayer life with God and letting him fight your battles that you put before him. That night I went into my living room, wrote down my favorite scriptures and some I took from the movie and wrote my prayers down. I asked God to was me and make me new. Help me to forgive and let go of those who hurt me unknowingly and knowingly. I asked God to help me strengthen my faith and relationship with him, my family and friends. I asked God to help me heal from broken relationships, help me mend my relationship with my biological father, and his family. Slowly but surely, I began to heal to talk about things I’ve held in, I was able to forgive and let go. I pray more now than I have ever before. Even now that I am going through somethings, I pray, and cry out to God in my secrete place. The strongest people carry and go through the toughest battles. I never knew my own strength until recently.