Get Out of Your Head

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Everything that comes out of us start in our head. Our weakness and our strength resides in our head. The bible tells us. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways what that statement carries more weight than we actually want to admit are we actually unstable or is it all in our heads. I believe that we are all unstable to a certain extent. The reason why i say this because our own thought can either kill us or make us sore like eagles. Its all about what we choose to do with the thoughts we think. Ok lets go back to my college career.So ever since i was little i said i wanted to be a teacher to inspire children to let them know that even if you have to do things differently you can still do anything you set your mind to. Fast forward to me going through my student teaching. The students loved me the parents love me. And i loved them and it made me smile to see them smile. and than my world crashing down. When the teacher that had been giving me A's and B's this whole time and how much of a great student and a inspiration i am. Pulled me to the side one day at the end of class and told me she was going to have to fail me because i was a endangerment to children and just like that all the postive words i would speak over myself and the words of affirmation i would say to my students  meant nothing to me anymore because in less than 60 seconds my headed was filled with doubt worry and fear and thoughts of me being incapable and a endangerment to children made me not want to finish my degree or even have children of my own. Because her words keep playing in my head so i stop wanting to be a teacher. And even after having calvin her words haunted me and i was doubting how i was going to be as a mother.. And than i did the only thing i know how to do i cried and prayed and i ask God to give me my peace of mind back. Because without him im unstable and double minded. I either am going to be and encourager  or im going to live in the state of why me. The choice was mine to get out of my head and walk in what God says that i am. Or live in those negative thoughts that teacher placed in my head. Even when i went natural i had to get out of my head. Because my perception of beauty was based on my hair being straight. But once i got out of my head i was able to find a new found confidence that no one could take away. Let's take it back to the bible with the story with the 10 leopards only 1 came back to thank jesus for healing him. That because at that very moment he got out of his head and didnt care what his friends. Was going to say about him going back and saying thank you. Get out of your head before you talk yourself out your healing your happiness your purpose your passion your life. To get out of your head speak over yourself and everything your head tells you your not. Say God says I am that. What a man think is what they become. Love Eboni P.